okay...I think I'm ready...

You can breathe. You can stop being angry. You don't have to be ready to speak to me, listen to me just yet. I'm  letting you let go of me, of us by letting go of you myself. All I ask, all I feel you will do for me, is for you to be patient with me for it still hurts and I still have hope. Maybe one day we can be friends, but right now, I'm not ready, for I'm still selfish and want more cause...I am still willing to give more. Maybe one day a peace offering. For now, I'm ready to learn to live without you as the "him" for me. So as I close my eyes I say, "okay...I think I'm ready..."

p.s. feel free to stop me at anytime. right now would be perfect.